she that takes my heart away

yeah man will always fell in love over and over again, but to me its kinda lame if you cant stick to one.
just recently ive felt the love emotion build up in my system, owh man, its kinda hard to explain the feeling of being in love when its a been 2-3 years of not feeling it, the rush to be in love build up in your mind and all the satanic words came to your earlobe and the unwanted feelings came again, your unconscious mind told you to hold the feeling to yourself but the silly whisper led you to against it. and as you confess, its like a lightning strike your heart, and your heart just burned and it like a dust of a cremated body. owh allah plz help guide me, i felt like i need to go that nite where i confess to her and just sew my mouth. i prayed that it never happen, im ashamed of what ive done. but whats done is done, i feel grateful that i told her. atleast she knew that theres someone like of whe she is, i mean her wise-ness. i just feel like that i need to rephrase my words accordingly then only i talked to her, cilake betul mulut ni, abah always told me, be wise when you open your mouth. tu la, this is gonna happen when you takes thing easily. bin be grateful of whatever you did and you must enjoy what you're doin.
a day a ciggy is still on, babik la i need a ciggy now
currently im listening to plain white t's kinda old album, but its new to me,
as a man who loves music, im kinda orthodoxies when there a new tune played on the radio,