Memory that will never fade

I went to one of kuala terengganu hypermarket yesterday, and at the personal care alley, i found sumthing that reminds me of sumone, sumone that i miss. With his hairgel scent, owh god i miss tokbah, hes the coolest grandpa i ever had. And mum told me once that the closest example of tokbah is my eldest uncle, but hes not around too.

I remember the day before he passed away, i jus came back from MIAT, i was exhausted as driving was tiring, as i enter my house. Along told me that tokbah fell down and his eyes slam on his walking sticks, owh i still can remember his face. Alomg told me that hes already in kelana jaya, busu's house. Along , abg ijam , bangah and me went to busu's to visit him, i can see the bruise on his upper cheek and eye. After chit chat for almost an hour, he told us that he need to rest, " k guys see you tomorrow, bye!" and we replied ok. Then we gone back to cheras. My mum stayed at busu's. The next morning as i woke up, along tell me that tok bah is unconcious so we rush to busu's. Less than 5 mins we travelled we received second call from mum, tellin that tok bah has passed away,


Tok bah we missed you so much, and the hari raya will never be tha same, our holiday in pd also will neer be the same.



And guys heres the picture that remind me of tokbah, his kind of shaver.


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Maghrib call

Right after the maghrib prayers, i got a call from my mum, shes in mecca doing her umrah, owh dunno why suddenly i jus miss my mum, shes the best mother, remind me of my younger days, owh lord, ive always make my mum sad, im not as bright as abangah, so my result always disappoint her. As usual, she'll accept my result with a tear in her heart, i knew it. But as a kid, i always think, its ok, mak is not crying, so why should i? But as i grew up i realise that everytime i get a good result, she'll be freakingly happy, so now, i promise to her, ill study even harder,


And ive made a promise to my self, ill bring her to mecca one day, that is my main aim, of course ill bring abah too, u guys are the most influential person to my life, abah is the coolest dad,
Mak abah, i love u guys, and as a son, u guys r my main priority.


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Back to square one

As to the title, ive always drifted from my main purpose inlife, which is to be a good muslim. The criteria is easy, just follow all the rule and guideline prepared by al quran and sunnah. To be one is hard, to maintain one is even harder. Samy yusuf is in my playlist again, and it calms me down



This is where my feet goes every day.

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