26 january 2010
maybe im the one who is stupid enuf,,, so to comfort myself, ill try to be one cocky person after this,
it started as off as i knew this very particular girl, she change my life, met her few years ago, a friend of mine showed me her picture, after i get her phone num, i just save it to my phone, while i was typing my 1st text to her, she text me," hi mubin rite?"
then i replied, yes,,,,
and it all started there, hahahahha
after few times she turn down on me, i promise my self that i wont text her,,,
then around june or later, last year, she text me, i just replied every single text that she sent…
start from that moment, i change my point of view towards her, maybe she has changed, maybe she will accept me, as i enrolled to kistaa, i started to think, maybe i should make a move, and this is the fifth time that i make a move, i was about to tell her until she text me this evening,
bin, if i ask u sumthing, please don't be mad….
i replied ok ask me then,
we're still friends rite?
y? wut happen
nothing, not ,ore than friends rite? i juz wanna make thing clear.
do u think we r more than friend?
but personally u r sumtink special,so i guess u meant more than just fern to me.
blalalal i cant accept u and blablabla,,,,

hahahahha this is the fifth time,,, what a pathetic loser,,,,
damn la…. so ill be looking for a crush soon,,,, hahahahah by the way,,, i healed my sadness by listening arch enemy, sepulture and in flames,,,, hahahah

and as today,,, 27 january 2010,
a friend of mine gave me few of owl city songs,, they play some good music too,
i learn a lesson, and thanx to allah for all the obstacle, im a stronger person now, and thanx to allah for giving me good friends such as mala, alia, ershad, nan, hazim, afiq, helmi, amir, faeez aidel, and nadia thanx for the owl city songs,,,